At the age of fifteen, I was thin and had a rather pale, melancholic complexion. My natural air of melancholy was often mistaken for unhappiness cause... by some trouble, hence my fellow students always tried to cheer me up in vain. I knew exactly the cause of this melancholy: I was in love, not with a particular person, but with the notion of love and masculinity. My burgeoning body longed to be touched, kissed, dominated. Its thirst demands to be quenched by a virile body. Every night, in the. I slotted the sticks and checked the amounts while she checked out the chips. It took her a lot longer as there were more chips than credsticks. While she was doing that I checked over the people in the place to make sure no one was paying us more attention than they should.When she finished she seemed happy. "You'll notice I'm being generous. The price was for the chips, I threw in the carriers free for nothing," I said with a smile."Very big hearted of you. Where did you get these and why are. He had a knot in his throat as he watched them. He was so proud of those two.Kia looked over her shoulder at Kit and Little Eli as they sat down near her, then she looked back toward her dad standing by the corral. Kia waved her hand at him and smiled as he motioned for her to come over to where he was.When she stood, Jonny Bill looked up at her and started to stand. She leaned down, put her hand on his shoulder and spoke to him, then walked proudly toward her dad.She was smiling as she came. “oooooooooooooh maaaaaaaaaaa yesssss unnnnnnnnnnngghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeeeeeeeesss RAJ ohhhhhhhhhh yesssssss huhhhhh h uhhhhhh zor se RAJ, aur zor se……ufffffffffff ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ungggggghhhhhhhhh huhhhhh huhhhhh ohhss ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ufffffffffffffffff ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh” she came and with every shot her body jerked and she just reached up and hugged me.