Your hands slide up my back and pull me closer with a need, a hunger, which makes me bolder. My arms now caress your whole back as I kiss your more pa...sionately, with a need I’ve not satisfied in years. Your tongue tries to break into me, but I pull back. I will kiss you how you deserve to be kissed, not in that oral attack you may have suffered at the hands of others.I feel you shaking. You’re not used to someone being this in control of you. It frightens you, but instead of pulling away you. ..real than porn." Real sounds better to me. I'm all hot and bothered over here."She hesitated a moment and said, "Soooo, what if I like, took care of that for you...?"It took a minute to register what she was asking. I felt a little shock, but also a pang of arousal. I've only been with boys. But, who better to try girl sex with than Carolyn? "Wow, did not see that coming!" I laughed nervously. "But, mmmmm if you want to I won't stop you."Carolyn crawled on hands and knees, a little unstable. It all came to a head Saturday morning.Ken, waking for the third time Friday night, left the room and went to the study. He got himself a small glass of wine. This time, he knew that he was blocking the women. They needed sleep and his inability to deal with something that should have been over with a long time ago was affecting all of them. He cursed himself for his weakness.He came aware when dim light began to filter into the room. Arianwen and Jane were kneeling at his feet. Both were. They are just an excuse to get drunk and make out. My so called friends were probably the same people who started the rumors. I guess they don’t like me very much. Now I’m holed up in my dorm listening to the loud music all around me and wishing it would all just stop. No such luck since these parties go on well into the morning.I sigh and sprawl on my bed, starring up at the tiled white ceiling. I’ve already tried to read but the noise is just too much of a distraction. I glance around my.