But I was a far enough distance away that it wouldn't seem strange I was following her. I ducked behind a tree line following the sidewalk she was wal...ing along. I ran up in front of her still behind the trees. Her eyes were closed and she was lip singing to a song. I walked up behind her and covered her mouth and held her arms down. I pulled her left earphone out with my mouth and whispered in her ear. Making sure my voice was low and dark I said shut up or I'll fucking kill you. Quivering and. .. to surrender to it ... which made the pleasure all the more intense.I had already experienced pain at the hands of Renaud – in the upstairs bar when he pinched my nipples to make me scream – but at that point I had not associated pain with pleasure. I endured the pain simply to please Him – the nipple squeeze was pain ... the anal sex was pain ... and I’d do it for him because I was in love.In hindsight (amazing how that’s always perfect vision!), Renaud was grooming me to become his slave.. They just sat on the balcony admiring the view. Fred reached over and held Helena hand.They could smell someone making bacon and eggs. They dressed and went down to the surf club for breakfast. They knew everyone was busy today so they had time out. In the newspaper Fred spotted an auction starting at 9am at Tweed Auctions. Fred suggested they attend. Returning to the unit Helena got some money in her handbag only about $250k. You never know.On arrival at the auction, Fred registered for. ’ Row by row…that rings a bell. I can’t move my head or even my eyes, but suddenly the white space in front of me makes sense. I’m looking at a movie screen. I must be sitting in a theater chair. I listen, and hear the same quiet breathing to my left and right as I can hear from my own mouth. ‘Damn,’ I hear another voice say, ‘look at the tits on that one!’ The voices sound coarse, uneducated, and very loud in the stillness. When the men aren’t speaking, all I can hear is quiet breathing. I.