Did that change you?”“Yes, it did. Greatly. The place where the party was held was a large cohousing project, and we were by the pool. I remember ...t well. I heard people discussing the group that lived there. They were kind, loving, and fostered and nurtured their relationships with each other in positive ways, exactly what I wanted to have happen with my husband. I even asked him to stay and listen to some of the group’s philosophy and how they put it into practice. He would have nothing to do. As I tightened my lips around the shaft, Dwight pushed forward with his hips. When it hit the back of my mouth I felt the head started to enter my throat so I started swallowing. Dwight said, “You’re doing good. You’re just about half way there.” Bobbing my head up and down, I mouth fucked that cock for a little while and then Dwight gestured toward the bed. I knew just what he wanted so I jumped to my feet and practically over to the bed. Not saying a word, Dwight reached out and I let him. It felt a little strange since I had never felt it before but I was enjoying it and having her jerk my cock at the same time. A couple minutes later, I could feel her grabbing something from the box and that's when I felt one of the dildos starting to enter my hole! She whispered to me that I should relax and it would be something I would never forget. It hurt a little but after a few strokes, it was deep in my butt and she was moving it in and out like she was fucking me. She laid on her back. I was so involved with her… She knew what I liked, and she didn’t mind. Apparently, she liked me enough to try and change me. She included me in her big family - something that I never had - and she helped me change the way I perceived and experienced things. In fact, if I was a successful executive today, in a way, it was because of Leda. However, that other part of me, even if buried deep, it was still a part of me. It was as if I had a monster lurking on the edge of my conscience for all.