Sally pulled up in her car and parked in the street.“Uh, no, thanks, but I think I want to be alone for a bit, if you don’t mind.”“Ok love, ta...e care then.” Kate said as she helped me out of the car and over to my front door.Closing the door I made my way up to my bed and cried for what seemed like days.Chapter 3“Yours was the star that I followed,” the words came unbidden from my lips.“Without you there’s no tomorrow.” Suddenly I sat up in the bed. The song was right, for me there was nothing. She knew she would get too many stares when she didn’t cover up. Her breasts weren’t huge, but they had a tendency to jiggle noticeably no matter what kind of bra she wore. So she threw on a black tank with teeny straps when she saw me start stretching.She looked at me briefly. I was in decent shape, tall, fair, athletic not the muscle man type and, she could not help noticing, as I had a rather big bulge at my crotch. I could just wish that She felt her nipples harden and a pleasant ache throb. You can be more help if you just go change. You’ve got to be chilly. And it wouldn’t do you any good to catch cold this close to your wedding.” I said quickly, trying to sound nonchalant. I turned toward my toolbox, my back to her, and fished through it, fumbling for my pipewrench. She turned away, moving toward the hallway. “Ok, but if you need anything, just holler. I’m gonna go dry off, change, and I’ll be back.” After she’d left the room, I relaxed a bit. Leaning against. I know, I have seen myself now for over four years over and over again."I must have turned pale; I know I was sick to my stomach. I had a hard time thinking of what to ask next, or even what to say. I looked at her and had to ask again, "With him being this monster, why do you keep going back?"Mary said, "Well the money is good, but to be honest I go back to beat the shit of him and of course the sex. I have found that I can't live a normal life now, I have to have abnormal sex, and I am cursed.