’ ‘That’s different,’ Georgina said. ‘Yea it is compared to what I have worked on for years and Brad was someone you just met and wouldn’t...allow either of us a dance and shunned us the entire night.’ ‘ Well I can’t stop you but first you bitches should watch this and from I cloud onto the computer screen in the room came the video of both of them blowing Jim I said this is all set to go to face book and school play page, with just the press of a key.’ ‘No they screamed you can’t were your. The only thing that hadn't changed so far was my arms, shoulders, chest, and my male equipment. Amy and Tonya told me to stay there and they went and got me some different clothes so I wouldn't stand out. I looked at them and what they brought me and I didn't like it at all. You see the office has a strict policy about dress codes. Women will be wearing a dress or skirt with at least 2 inch heels. Stockings will be worn and tights or leggins were not allowed. The men on the other hand had to. Which to be honest he might as well have – I had to admit that half the time he knew what I was thinking better than I did.“ ... and in my defense, I did sort of have a terror demon rampaging through my head.” I paused, rolling my eyes at myself for the non-sequitur. Alistair shifted to his side, looking towards me expectantly though I doubted he could see much in the dim corner where I sat.“It told me you would never love me again, and I couldn’t get those thoughts out of my head. You’re wrong. God damn it Ben look at me. I’m sitting here with you, listening to you whine and cry. Why am I doing this?”Ben replied, “I’m your friend.”Oscar vented, “Fuck that! Friend? Yeah, but mainly I’m here because if I wasn’t here I’d be home alone in my shitty little apartment drinking Jack Daniels all by myself and crying. Yeah I’d be crying about how I shitted up my life. I’d be crying about how I missed my wife, and my kids, and my home, and my fucking dog, and all the shit I fucking threw away.