. mom's little secret. But I was truthful when I told him that each morning since, when I touched myself, I thought of having him inside me again. I c...uld tell he wanted to be with me again. In fact, I'm sure he was very hard in that moment. But he didn't know what to think about his father watching.The next morning, I was doing just as I had described to my son. I was laying in bed with my hand between my legs, husband snorning away next to me, thinking about my son fucking me. I was extremely. It was the first time he'd been in properly. On one side there was a bank of six screens, each showing images of the store. There was a bank of video recorders to one side, and a desk controlling the set up. As he watched, the screens changed images, changing points of view automatically. He could see a view of lingerie, and remembered to the 'training session' he had had there?The rest of the room was steel lockable cabinets on two sides, which Daniel told him contained security videos and. They were society’s rejects, the druggies and dropouts and freaks and schizophrenics, and they had made some sort of hideout in the dark, empty places. Some people even said they were something inhuman. They were something like a gang, fiercely loyal and combative and secretive and united above all by a hatred of society. And I wanted to be one of them.It was a miserable day in June when I gathered up my courage. Rainy, but the hot, sticky kind that only serves to make you sluggish and anxious. Yahiko: The Shinsengumi? You mean the famous rivals of the Ishin Shishi?Kenshin: Yes. The ones I crossed swords with I don't know how many times. The Shinsengumi was originally a unit employed by the Bakufu's Kyoto Defense (in Aizu), with the Edo Tama region swordsmen, who passed through many vicissitudes of fortune, at their core. They wielded the swords to protect the peace of Kyoto, when the Ishin Shishi wasn't yet organized and acted one by one, making Kyoto a demon city of blood and drawn.