She started wondering. Should I let him see me do it? Nooooo, no way she thought. I can’t do that. All of a sudden she found she was shaking her hea... as the two stood near one another. “What’s that?” he said. “Well you were shaking your head.” She answered him. “I was?” she said. “Yep, you were,” he went on to tell her. “Ohhhhhhh no reason,” she said. “I better get uhhh going.” “You know, you don’t have to,” he told her. “Come back anytime you want.” She left but later on that evening, once. I was hoping to get laid, but I wasn't sure I could do it. Christina had helped me out with my shyness and had encouraged me a lot, but it seemed like she too had some issues that needed resolving and I hoped she would let me help her out to."Hey!" She said opening the door only enough to stick her head out."Hey! You said you wanted to see me?" "Yea come on in, I got a surprise for you!" What is it?" I said coming into the house.As soon as I walked in she closed the door behind me. I turned. I cried for a few minutes before I settled down. The anger had kept me sane enough to do what I had to do. Now that it was gone, my actions left an open wound. I didn't like it. I didn't have to like it. I knew that I had little choice in the matter.Still on my knees, exhausted from my crying, I prayed.Bright Lady, please forgive me.I felt her sad smile while her warmth encompassed me. "I guess that I can't just have the good without some of the bad, can I, Bright Lady?"I didn't need Her to. I was turned on having wondered what had taken so long, and knowing that she had been sucking him off at the end of the day, then picking her up several blocks from the normal spot, and the evidence of her having jumper the gun letting him fuck her, and he fucked her like a young guy that's never been laid fucks a willing tight pussied lady. I ask her if he knocked her up,and she apologetically said that he had given it his best effort, and she had planed to only give him a BJ where she could.