I don't know, where am I?" In the Royal Naval Hospital of course." Tristan's chest tightened."What on Earth?"The nurse laughed. "Yes of course on Eart.... Where did you think you were?"Tristan took a shuddering breath. "But I have been away for over four years."She shook her head one eyebrow raised. "No, you have been here about two weeks." She tucked in his sheets. "Would you like your bed raised a little? There is someone here to see you."Tristan nodded not daring to speak as the tightness in. It's not our fault; it just happens. It's inherent for us to want more; marriage, children, security, who knows? Jim accused me of being flighty, and he was right. Something was missing and I couldn't decide what it was."I thought at the time that Alice's 'be wary' speech was exaggerated, but as the years have gone by, I've come to think that she and Ned were giving me the benefit of their experiences. I've taken advantage of numerous willing partners, and I've also been disappointed by some. Louise said she needed the bathroom quick and to wait there for her. As she went into the corridor she bumped into one of the security guards. Her heart started pounding out of her chest. He walked up to her with a big smile, grabbed her around the waste and gave her a big kiss and grabbed a handful of her ass as he did. “Don’t my boyfriends here. Sorry but we’ll have to leave straight after”. “Ah that’s shit, it’s cool though we understand. I’ll let him know. Other Girls don’t usually show up. She was fighting back her tears as she said, “I broke up with my boyfriend tonight.”“It can’t be that bad,” I replied, “You will probably make up tomorrow.”“No, I will never talk to him again.”“What did he do that is so bad,” I asked.“He wanted me to suck his friend's cock, and when I refused he said that I was nothing but a slut. He also said that if I did not take care of his friend's cock he would break up with me.”“Well sweetheart, you are a great cocksucker,” I replied. Then I continued,.