"Ok Jeffanie, time for your medicine. It's beenover a month since your last shots." I began to get a little nervousas she pulled out a bottle of pink ...iquid and a long needle. Aftersome hesitation, Miz Lopez began snapping her fingers. 'SNAP! SNAP!SNAP!' "Leighton darling put down that newspaper adn help Jeffanielower her control tops!" Yes Mam!" Miz Lopez spun me around and Leighton gripped thewaistband of my control tops! "PLEASE MIZ LOPEZ! I think I've hadenough of these sissy shots!" I. App! Kahan jaa Rahin Hain ! I just got stunned by listning this sentence from a stranger. I didnt replay any thing i jaust keep on moving one step forward . He was chasing me Listen! Listen! Please Listen! Where are you going ! Suddenly he got my hand ! I am asking to you where are going ! He was in different mude, Mind your business ! I warned ! Who are you to ask me like this ! I said in angry moodI am nothing ! I am nothing ! He suddenly left my hand ajnd start crying. Iam nothing!He sitted. It's awful ifwe forget a tissue or something." I know. The doctor told me." So you really are like us then," sighed Judith, sounding slightlyrelieved."You sound happy about it," I replied slightly accusingly."No. It's just well, - well, - I wasn't sure what to think. I'm happythat at least you can pee like us. Aunty Pauline said you might have towear a bag. Please can I see it?"I shifted a little uncomfortably as I realised that I actually felt theneed to pee coming on. I nervously crossed my. " Thank you, but I have to ask; is tonight a one time thing, or are you hoping for more Barb?" I would like to see you again Ken, but at the same time I don't see myself as settling down just yet. I'm doing all right here for now, but I want to transfer to a bigger hospital where I can get into a supervisory position. I do like you a lot Ken, and you certainly flipped all my switches, but I think you need someone permanent; like Connie." I understand Barb, I expected nothing less. You and.