The drive home was long and tiring, as I walked in the house I was surprised 2 see the living room light was still on (My wife never stays up late dur...ng the week)I walked towards the living room and started 2 make out a slight moaning sound, curiously I peered around the door and noticed both of my wifes legs dangling over both arms of the arm chair, as I could only see the back of the chair and the 2 amazing long legs of my wife I naturally assumed she was just giving herself some relife. I could not decide which emotion was dominant – all I knew was that I wanted her to stop.“It was always like that with us – fighting with him fueled my passion.” Her whole body tensed as she was wracked with another wave of pain. “When he died, do you remember how you screamed at me that I never loved him? Oh, chérie you were just a child, but you don’t know how much you hurt me when you said that. It wasn’t that I didn’t love him, it was that I loved him too much.”“I know that now, Mom,” I. I had to wonder what Marie-Lise thought about that idea, but she didn't say anything.The call came on the following Friday evening. It was from Helen Carpenter and she asked me if I could come down to her cottage on Saturday at two p.m. to talk about my "problem", as she referred to it. Barry said he'd drive me; they still weren't letting me out of their sight.The Cottage - if they call that a cottage, what the hell do they call a mansion? - was set well back from the road just outside a. I broke two of his ribs, one of them punctured his lung. The docs are not sure how well he will talk again from my fist to his throat." On the flip side I'm getting a lot more respect at the barracks. I guess they looked at me as an office person that got the job because of my name. After they played the clip from the cam I have gotten a lot of praise. I had one of the former military guys salute me in the hall and said, "Well done Mam" that's the first time ever." She said.While we were.