” After a while they quit talking and decided they needed to “wake me up” as my daughter had some where to go. I got to hold my grandson again w...ile she was getting ready. My wife was playing with our grandaughter in another part of the house. I held him as tears streamed down my face. I realized how much of his life I’m going to miss.I’ve had a trip planned for several months and it looks like it will be canceled due to the seizures. I’m not safe for driving the amount of time necessary to get. All I can do is groan and gasp for air while the pain increases. Fortunately when the thickest part has passed my "entrance" the pain slowly starts to fade. The plug is quite thick and still cold but I'll be alright. While I lie on the bed with my legs still retracted and my eyes closed, I try to get used to the butt-plug.Then Amy says "Say carrot, little bunny hihi". I open my eyes, I didn't notice she again got hold of her phone and makes another picture and giggles. I feel very humiliated,. As wewalked in, I kept noticing all the guys watching me. I started sweating,and feeling out of place. Then I noticed Greg, my cubicle buddy, lookingat me with a funny look; like I know you don't I. He walked over to Sandy and says who's the fox that you broughtwith you. Sandy, says, Greg don't you recognize Tony? Greg, who isdressed like a Cowboy, says what? No way! I look at him, smile and say,way?with my drunken smile. Greg yells out, hey everybody its Tony. Allof sudden, we're surrounded by. There was something more sinister plaguing his mind. It had suddenly hit him when he was driving home from Brenda’s house. ‘My husbands a dentist.... Philip Morton.... Do you know him, she asked. “Do I know him? Do I fucking know him? Yes I fucking know him,” the mantra kept repeating inside his head, almost losing control of the steering wheel. He was flying to Malaga the next day and a toothache in Spain was the last thing he needed, so when the pain became too unbearable he had no.