I knew i'd need to make the next few hours special and lasting so that Claire would not be left with a single doubt about my intentions towards her. I...d said i loved her, something that might have seemed far too spontanious given the fact we'd only known each other a few short hours but i was sure, like never before, Claire was my soulmate, my future, everything i'd been searching for and much more, her happiness was all i was going to spend my life concentrating on from this day forward.. I dont know Jay, where do you want to go? I replied. Jay grinned and said, Lets hit my RV, its parked over in the parking lot there. And he motioned to the area where dozens of RVs were parked. You brought your RV? Well, yeah, its cheaper than getting a motel room and then I wont have to wait to fuck you any longer than I already have. Although I was not sexually attracted to Jay I was extremely horny and wanted to get laid. Jay had a hard on so I figured, what the hell. Jay lead me to an. I had been scratching the days off my calendar to count how long it would be before I saw the perfect 21-year-old again. We'd grown up close – our families were practically always at each others' houses. Being 6 years younger, however, I had started off seeing him as a big brother. In a house full of only women, I clung to any masculinity I could find. I still remember when I ran crying to him in a dress after my older sister forced me into it about three years ago. Enough about him and,. It made me nuts because he took these big risks – like he wanted us to get caught – or he just couldn’t keep his hands off of me (my preferred version). I should have listened when he crooned, ‘I really like you but I can’t be friends – not with these hands of mine.’ When his energy was around me I was totally intoxicated – could not look or pull away, even with the stakes that high. Sometimes I listen to songs I know he is hearing on his way to work or while running to the grocery store on a.