This was not about finding an 'aunt' for Lorraine. This was about filling the second floor with pretty willing young fuck toys. It was about carnal pl...asure not emotional commitment. I wanted the boys. I did not need them.That kind of shit was right the fuck out.It occurred to me that I was at home, alone, thinking about the boys when they were all a room or two over and waiting to be fucked.I got out of the pool to find that one of them had taken my clothes, and brought me a towel and a robe.. I used to be in a gang, but not anymore.We have been together for about 3 years and she is the coolest girl I have ever met. If I see a homeboy that I am attracted to and she agrees, she helps me seduce them into our bed!My sexual fantasies with other homeboys started when I started middle school. I told her that I always wanted to be with another homie and that I wanted her to help me seduce the homie that I wanted.See I am straight looking & acting. Even though I am not in a gang anymore, I. I found the whole thing very charming and sexually exciting. I wanted to fuck him so badly, but I didn’t have time to get approval from Jim.The young soldier stood on the sidewalk watching me as I returned to my car. I could tell he wanted to say something else. As I backed out of my parking space, he stepped off the curb and motioned for me to roll my window down. Ordinarily I wouldn’t talk to a stranger, but I felt sorry for this young kid who reminded me so much of my son, Jason. I lowered. To feel, to have passion, to give freely of your love, to give of life itself is My eternal quest. I have experienced the greatest love of My life and she is always with Me. Experience is one thing we cannot get without an investment. Within her I choose to invest until such time as she can return. Experience can at times be such sublime simple pleasure and yet turn around and be a dull pain, but, each My friend brings us closer to the one we love. Each brings us closer to wisdom. For within.