" Jennifer said. "I have trouble breathing when he stands next to me." Jennifer felt despair welling inside her. The thought of leaving him, of never ...eeing him again was causing her unbearable pain."Jen, I've been waiting for you since Jeremy raped you, and make no mistake, it was a rape. When you said no, and he didn't stop, that makes it a rape. Before that, you would smile automatically, you would have a gleam in your eye that made me envy you. You used to live life, now you just exist.. Remember we’re all going out for lunch, and after lunch we might use the sauna, though with ‘weekend’ rules because Tiff will be there along with Missy and Sally who I doubt would agree to be naked.”“Just use common sense,” Mom One said.“It’s not so common,” I complained.“What happened?”“Just one of the guys on the team making bigoted comments about lesbians.”“What brought that on?”“Me saying Libby was my best friend.”“I’m missing something,” Mom Two said.Libby laughed softly, “I like girls,. My hands were like prunes. My knees hurt. My back hurt. My wrists hurt. My shoulders hurt. My toes hurt. Even my neck hurt -- you try staying on your hands and knees, holding your head up for an hour. So from time to time I'd stop and rest my head on my paws -- I mean, hands -- and try to stretch my back. If I rested too long, someone would come in and give my naked ass a swat with a rolled up newspaper -- and no, these were not sleep-in ladies.I was in masochist heaven. Something about it --. I went to bed and was thinking constantly of her shocked face. Now next morning I went to hospital early due to an emergency. At the hospital I decided to go home early and apologize to her with a sorry card. She forgave me. We followed same schedule, but at night, lights went off due to a minor short circuit and only electrician could repair it next morning. So I asked her to come to my home to sleep. She had to accept. Now my house was a mess. I allotted her my parents’ room to sleep while I.