To Tim this wily veteran of the war between the sexes was an icon. It was only last year that he was finally accepted as an equal by the coach ...ho sealed the union between them by showing Tim his scrapbook. This was one of the very few times that the unflappable Tim was caught by surprise. The book contained the picture or pictures of every member of each girls team that Freethrow coached over the past nearly fifteen years. What made these pictures so special were the lack of clothing on. I remember Kirk, Josh, Mike and Eric. I only remember their names because of the memories, even the little ones, that I can actually look back on with a smile. Several others I’ve lost to drunken mistakes. The nicest thing I can remember a guy doing for me is not getting pissed off when I wouldn’t sleep with him or driving me home when I was too drunk to go alone. ‘Not this nice,’ is all I can say, but even that feels like too much information. My gaze is lifted by two gentle fingers on my. Ididn't have time to worry about it because Emily was soon standing atthe end of my row and beckoning me to come along which I did as soon asI put the makeup back in the bag. I snugged it back against my chestunder my book as I stood."You did so good Megan! Did you like doing your makeup in public? Thathot guy next to you totally saw. Ha ha! Maybe he will ask you out on adate sometime. Oh hey, I almost forgot. I promised Cammie a pic of you.Don't worry everybody is gone now. Stand up in from of. The three of us, Mom, June, and I had agreed never to talk about it, but I just couldn't hold it in anymore. For seven years I had kept the secret, and my personal life has been suffering as a result.Now at twenty-one I live alone and don't get out much. What few friends I have are worried about me and even I know something has to change. I think about it constantly, though with time some of my memories have faded. Some appear to me cloudy and just out of focus, probably for the best. One in.