But we engaged in play and learning. Neither of us has penetrated the other yet. I know he will soon penetrate me and I possibly will penetrate him be...ore the year ends.’ I felt as if I was being let into a whole new level of the islanders’ culture. I doubted Alicia knew the details of the mentoring. Hector of course had not experienced it and considering the island males’ secrecy regarding their homosexual activity probably knew less about it than Alicia. Greg had never shared his experience. Rather than the usual combativeness, there was a bit of subservience that actually saddened him. Not only was it contrary to her delightfully strong personality, but it was proof of what Ken had warned him about. Cal did not want anyone to change their view of him because of what had happened. Especially, he did not want that from Tessa, but apparently it had happened.There ensued a long, emotional discussion between the two life-long friends. It wasn't that Tessa no longer loved Cal. She just. ” “Do something, please! I can’t reach them.” I ran my hand over the hard surface of the cast and kneeled on the floor to rub her toes. “They are all yours,” she said. “Yes, I know what to do.” Chapter 6 – Bath We ate on the couch, watching TV. Jill looked much calmer than an hour ago. She seemed to be lost in thought, but I could tell she was trying to hide it from me. She avoided looking at the cast, as if she wanted to ignore it, and to forget the accident. But the cast was there, huge. "I asked you a question, bitch." Oh, God, Roger, darling, don't torture me!" You did like it, didn't you?" Yes!" she blurted. "Yes, yes, yes!" You fucking whore!" Yes, I'm a whore!" she cried, throwing herself against him and sobbing uncontrollably against his bare chest. "Oh God, Roger, yes I am!"He didn't touch her. "You act like you're proud of the fact." Nooooo!" she wailed miserably. "Roger, no, please, I'm not proud! I'm sick, just sick!" You goddamned well ought to be."She continued to.