I found that newspapers my father collected for wrapping stuff occasionally had pictures of women in underwear and they gave me a good feeling. Anyway...I developed a habit of wanking and spunking over the girls. These were hidden in my bedroom and I was never challenged about them. Gradually I built a collection and put them in a folder. I was an only c***d and realised later in life a bit aspergic so never felt comfortable socialising with girls. Unlike many of the guys on XH I never had the. "What do you say?" Kyle said with that look in his eyes. My inner voice screamed, yes, but I knew better. "You have Gabrielle now," I nodded. "She is a good woman. I wouldn't do that to her." "Oh, come on," Kyle whined. "You're so much better than her," he shook his head. "She doesn't like to suck it, did I tell you?" "Yes," I nodded. "You have told everyone." 'Stupid bitch!' I shouted inside my head what I wouldn't do to have his cock in my mouth right now, hell in any hole. On the outside, I. Then the night came...We said goodbye to Mike and left.On the way home, me and Andy talked about the whole thing. Andy said that Mike's dick felt good but he wasn't much experienced in sex."That was expected. It was his first time fucking someone. Did you expect it would be like with me or Ben? Speaking of which, I really miss him..." I started again..."When's he coming back ?" Andy asked."In a week." I replied."Well, that's fine. You'll survive.." Andy joked."We'll see..." I replied being all. .. and then everything went black.Consciousness was slow to return for Tarjana.At first, all she could feel was the throbbing of her head. She turned her head slightly – and the pain in her neck brought back the memory of her ambush, but that pain meant that, at least for now, she was still alive.Keeping her eyes closed – and doing what she could to keep her breathing long and slow as though still drugged – Tarjana focused on her body.No pain – so she hadn't been tortured.Beginning with her.