He finished hiswith a spritz of perfume on his hairless forearms and on his smoothhairless chest. He zipped the makeup case and put it back into thes...tchel then zipped that too before tossing it in the back along with thejacket, the baseball cap, the blue jeans the flannel shirt and the sturdycowboy boots. A small suitcase sitting on a complete male outfit lookeda bit strange, as if someone was there and then now gone. Tim primped amoment longer in the mirror then turned the visor up as Ted. Out of the blue one evening, mom told me she had something important to tell Mark, and to keep my dad company while she phoned him. Dad sat there blissfully unaware, watching the television.The next morning after dad had left for work, mom opened my bedroom door. “Daniel? Are you awake?” she asked.“What is it, mom?” I asked, sitting up, trying to act casual.“Mark has booked us a hotel room in a few days.My heart sunk. They want me to watch them again, using me for their sex kinks.“Us?” I. I mean Saturday Iwent through the whole interview thing. I wasn't just nervous, I wasterrified," Debbie pulls out the ever-ready notebook as I began to goover the tale of the weekend starting at the panic attack I had as weentered the law office to the actual interview. As soon as I mentionthis I see Debbie grow more concerned, but I try and relay to her that Ithought it was more just being interviewed than the fact that I wascoming out so publicly that caused the attack. We then talked. "You just wait here for a while and I'll be right back," Jessica said and made a gesture for me to sit down on the sofa.I sat there nervously for a while and decided to put on some relaxing music. This was really not my type of music. I liked listening to it, but it was not the kind of records I went out and bought. It took me a while to decide even though I had only a handful to choose from. In the end, I put on a record by Vangelis called L'apocalypse des animaux and skipped the first track,.