But what will happen to me? Now my intellectual labours are complete, will I remain just a domestic slave and a sexual muse? I have completed the task...I have been given and now I wait to be used for something else. That's what it is to be a slave.What I still can't quite understand is why my life has changed in this totally unexpected undeserved way? The 'how' is straight-forward but the 'why' remains obscure.Before I was Active. Now I am passive.At this point in my life, I had expected to be. And caressing me , she said :I have to confess I enjoyed watching you watching me ... I always thought that being chubby , could never excite someone younger .She was wearing a pink nightgown transparent medium , only panties underneath, I could see the imprint of the tip of her breasts enhanced and tissue . Felt that hug her smooth skin , the softness of her breasts squeezed against my body , I could not avoid instant erection . she feels the volume and then holds my face and stares .- I think. "Rita, looking sheepish, did so and Holly took a place facing her, separated about enough that they'd barely touch if they reached to each other. "Now, Rita, my sweet," she said, gently. "I want you to get down on your knees."Rita looked frightened and I realized Holly had chosen the wrong woman. Rita was obviously shy and this was torture. Holly approached her and held out her hands to take Rita's. Her eyes were on Rita's. "You can do it, Rita, it's nothing out of the ordinary. Please do it. " This is the fruit of your own thoughts?" It is, and I have many other ideas also. I shall relate everything toyou. When you are once again Lord Harvey, there is much you can do toimprove not just this estate, but a great many things in all areas ofour society."Jane's reaction was to look seriously at Philip, then turn and starepensively at the vista before them for some time; she rose and walkedtowards the edge of the embankment, and there she stood, speaking withher face still turned from.