I was stupid, and she died because of me.” I registered that she was holding my hand, and I focused on the feeling. No one had touched me since my w...fe’s closed casket funeral. “I killed her.”“What did you do after the funeral?”“We never had kids due to a car accident Renee had when she was a teen, and we are, were, both only children with no close relatives. So, I took the insurance money, sold everything I had except the truck and what is in it, invested the money, and went on the road.”Our. The guy was a huge black one and he smiled as Victor offered him a ride. He moved to the passenger seat, but my hubby told him to go to the back seat. He warned the guy that I had taken too many margaritas and then he wanted someone to keep an eye on me…Then I understood where Victor was going to. I pretended to be passed out and closed my eyes; but first lifted my skirt to expose my tiny cotton thong.I saw him get in the back, a young black guy in his early twenties. He greeted me, but I just. " I said. "Just one friend cooking another friend dinner."I gave her a soft drink, and, as I cooked, she set the table. We had dinner and chatted. After dinner, I did something that she couldn't believe. I had a birthday cake made special, just for her. I told her to close her eyes asp presented it to her. When she opened her eyes, she was stunned, the smile on that cute, little face was nice to see.. Then, all of a sudden, she began to cry."I'm sorry!" she said, as she went into the bathroom.I. We sang like idiots and danced and shrieked and kept drinking until one by one each of friends left and we were alone. We stumbled up the stairs to my room and fell in a sweaty mess. Me on top of her. One thing I remember distinctly is being struck by how wet she already was. Pulling down her tight shorts and throwing them to the side. Not bothering with her top. Diving between her legs and finding her dripping already both with sweat and her arousal. Her gripping my hair and pulling my face.