The summer was over, and we had survived, but I had a profound sense of loss and loneliness at that moment.Epilogue:Yes, when Robert left, I was fille... with an incredible sense of loneliness, and loss. There was a profound emptiness in my life, and in my bed. Certainly, I missed the sexual excitement and pleasure; but I missed sharing my bed with him and cuddling through the night even more. I tried to meet my sexual needs through masturbation; however, my libido dropped dramatically, I was. It was usually up to me to take us new places in our sexual relationship. He was willing, but I was the one who had been there before, with other lovers. I was the flirt, I was the temptress. I used sex as a lever with Matt - and it worked."After I had sex with Bill, it all changed. Matt became suspicious of sex with me." Cecelia experienced a vivid memory of the many times Matt actually left their bed when she tried to initiate sex between them. "I mean Doctor how can a healthy man go without. God it felt wonderful. He was so damn hard. I put his cock completely down my throat, so I could actually lick his balls. I got into a wonderful rhythm, fucking his cock with my mouth. I purred as I felt him swell inside my throat. I knew he was going to cum.I rapidly increased my deep throating, fucking his cock with my mouth and starting to gag on it. I had to taste his cum. I had to have his cum deep in my throat. I wanted him to fill my mouth up and swallow the sweet taste of his sperm.. Far from ruining her figure, it made her look better. Pregnancy suited his mother, it gave her a glow, a slightly fuller and fleshier figure which made Jason just want her even more.Jason’s eyes drifted down to her ass. As she was standing more or less sideways on, he could only see one cheek. It was rounded and firm, and he had to suppress an urge to go in there and cup it. Just as this nasty thought was permeating his mind, she turned away from him completely. Now he had a full on rear view,.