My God, I thought with a sickening sort of realization, I am addicted to Derek, he is my drug. This is what it must be like for addicts, guilty feelin...s and then justification. But despite all my feelings of guilt and remorse and self-hatred at what I was doing, I was looking forward to seeing Derek again. I was impatient for the work week to start and once the new week was upon me, I was impatient for my lunch break to roll around so I could sneak away for an hour or so and see Derek. I got a. I learn that other noises mean other things. “Jump” is the noise for making joy above the water. “Bell” means the thing that is above the water that they wish us to leap and strike, or perhaps it means the leaping and striking, I am not certain. I learn the meaning of other sounds.If this is how the creatures speak to one another it seems a very clumsy way of talking. Their speech, if that is what it is, has none of the richness of our own, it can have only simple meanings.But I do not believe. Wow man!!! I really surprised that a young lady with Tight Jeans and T-shirt well structures angel was sleeping on my bed? Unbelievable! She has so fantastic and awesome face. She was quite and lied on bed, me too lied and I was speaking on my home over the mobile after 10 min lights got switched off in the bus.Seriously I was not getting sleep and she was closed her eyes. As you know Mangalore roads are hell (Fully pits and holes on the road due to rain season), bus was fully shaking;. While speaking to her I kept my left hand on her right thigh but she pushed my hand. But she didn’t stop talking to me and somehow I got courage and again kept my hand on her thigh again but this time she didn’t resist. I felt very cold and I took my shawl and covered myself and again started rubbing her thighs slightly while still talking to her some rubbish.In the meantime that drunken guy started pushing me from sideways which forced me to lean on her more. I don’t know from where he came.