She felt drained of all emotion. It seemed so much had happened and kept happening.Claire tried to give Rachel some emotional support and draw a measu...e of comfort for herself. "Right now, all we can do is hope. Jiggs and his crowd have played us all like so many puppets. Please, don't fall apart on us." Claire begged Rachel with her eyes and tried to tell her how sorry she was. She couldn't speak.Rachel took a deep breath and answered, "Let's take it step at a time." Her face became hard. She went up to her room, and when I came upstairs I checked on her. She was in bed fast asleep. I turned out her light, and went to my room.When I woke up the next morning, I quickly realized that I was not alone in bd. Mom's head was on the pillow next to mine. The sheet came halfway up her back and she didn't have on her night gown.I lifted the sheet and saw she was naked in my bed. I didn't know what to do. Should I wake her? She would be very embarrassed. So, I decided to lie there and. I’m one of those girls that always gets the “you’d be so pretty if you lost weight” backhanded compliment. So I’ve never gone out with anyone or had sex with anyone, boy or girl (I’m bisexual). Which is a huge issue because I get horny so easily. Everyone thinks I’m so innocent but goddamn do I want to have sex. Sadly I’m too shy to come on to people that I’m unsure of whether they are into big girls or not and it’s hard finding out if. My wife is extremely cute and has a great body as she is 5'4" with small breast. She knows that I have a much higher sexual libido then her and I am always in the mood.My wife knows that I have had quite a bit of sexual experiences before we were married, but there are things that happened to me in college that she would never understand. If fact if she knew all the things that I did, she would have never married me. She is very reserved and has only had sex with one other person, and she only.