"Start now, as long as you start now, stay away from her, in a few days you'll be good at acting normal." What about us?" We'll figure that out later,... Deana said. "For now, we have the house to ourselves, let's have fun."In Becky's bedroom, she was slumped in a chair with her feet on the bed, thinking. The night before, her mother had at least two glasses of wine that Becky knew of. The woman rarely finished one with dinner. But the extra alcohol couldn't have been her excuse for the bathrobe. I probably was the major cause of my dad dying so young. I was selfish and egotistical and, to be frankly honest, I was dumb as shit.’ I could see tears welling in her eyes. I wrapped both arms around her and pull her head to my chest again. ‘I admit, you’ve probably had your moments, but we all have in one form or another. What matters is the future. I think God sees in you some of the things I see in you. You love people. You have a great compassion for others who are struggling. You. Bill wouldn’t understand such emotions; he was approaching thirty six and was married for many years. Although… Sometimes Bill wished that Eric’s attentions would be paid to him. Eric was a sweet kind of guy, pretty, innocent and unsuspecting. Even though Bill was a bit hypocritical, he couldn’t help but love Eric. It was more instinctual than anything physical, though. Even though they were both P.E. teachers, Bill was buff and stocky, while Eric was fit and slim. They couldn’t be more. I took this opportunity to turn on the big screen TV on the wall. There on the screen, larger than life was a close up of Joan's tits."You are going to wear yourself out if you keep struggling like that, and you are gonna need your energy for what is coming up. Now drink some more water. It will make you feel better." NOOO. You gave me something in the bar, didn't you?"Just the shots, Joanie. Here, I'll open a new bottle for you so you can see that it is still sealed. It's just water."Joan.