"I missed you." Sean cooed as he hugged his father, both small arms around his dad's neck. "I missed you too, Sean." He said with a smile on his face,...looking around. "This place looks really nice." He commented. "You should tell Ana! She's been working on this for weeks." He said with a bright smile on his face. "Oh, Ana? That's your nanny right?" He asked. "Why don't you introduce us?" "Okay!" Sean said as he beamed, running off with a bright smile. He was all for this, and now I was. It was easy to see that he had intoned his introduction over the course of many years, possibly decades. I tried to tune out the formless droning, my eyes following a little fly that had landed on my desk. I yawned. Glancing over the syllabus that he had just passed out, I could also see that he probably hadn't attended any workshops recently. It was probably the same regurgitated form that he been using since about the Second World War.Glancing around the room, I noticed the usual batch of. I wanted to see it so bad! After a minute of this he undid his pants and quickly grabbed my ponytail and then pushed my head down to his dick, it was so hard and big and black, I started to lick it immediately. My gosh what am I doing??????? Sucking a young, big, hard bbc mmmmmmmmm. (He is only28 I am 46)I licked it for a while and then Joseph reached into my sweatpants and started rubbing my pussy now sopping wet pussy (I hate panties and did not have any on). I quickly moved to where he could. And I reassured him that the sex with our son will always have protection and that I will not get pregnant from my son. My husband still has a hard time to process on my idea, but then finally he reluctantly agreed.I knew I am being such a shameful mother for having such immoral idea, but at the beginning I was really hoping to prevent my son from victimizing any young girls and at the same time help him relieve his sexual tension. But of course I secretly wanted my own sexual urges to be.