I grabbed my clothes, my face beet red, and I headed to a stall. I felt the complete fool and embarrassed as hell. I was just throwing my wet clothes ...ack on and wondering whether I should take the rest of the day off sick. The secretary whose name I forgot, spoke through the stall door, said to me “do not worry, if i were a man I could imagine the embarrassment if someone were to find out that I dressed in women’s clothes, especially lingerie.” She said “she wouldn’t say anything ,she wears. " But although I felt the same way I didn't feel I could tell him on the rebound. I talked to my old flatmates at lunch on Monday about it and was told in no uncertain terms to stop being an idiot. When we got back to Christopher's flat I was in a complete stew trying to find an opportunity and a way to tell him. He'd realised I was in a mess about something and said, 'Come on, Tina, spill it, ' so I did and after a big hug he proposed and I said yes." Whereupon in the middle of the next big. .. I'll understand if you don't want to help me any more. We had to get out of there. I had to get out of there. I did things that weren't nice." You're talking about the things you skirted over when we talked in the car yesterday, aren't you?" I asked.She nodded. Her face was pale and worried."Lauren, I don't know what you experienced, exactly. But I can tell you something about rapists, sadly, because it's been my unhappy experience to defend more than one in my career. And in the course of. Appozhuthu en kaiyai avanathu thudaiyil vaithen.Gautham udane kaiyai eduthu vitan, aanal avan en kathalan parthu vida pogiraan endru thaan appadi seithu irukiraan enbathu enaku piragu thaan purinthathu. Idai velai vanthathu, naan kovamaaga mugathai thuki vaithu kondu irunthen. Ramesh naan mugathai appadi vaithu kondu irupathu avanukaaga thaan endru ninaithu kondan.Idaivelai mudinthathu, naangal popcorn vaanginom. Mendum vanthu amarum pozhuthu Gauthom ennai naduvil amarthinaan.Appozhuthu naan.