I think the shock factor has officially worn off. We can talk about anything at all . When I am scared the person I know I can always turn to is you. ...t seems like you are the one person who can always calm me down. Even if you are the one with the trouble, it amazes me that you can keep your wits about you and find a way to keep me from having a full blown panic attack all at the same time. I don’t know if the roles were reversed whether I could the same. Another thing that is great about our. She'd stay home and would seldom clean. Shopping was more of her idea, that and getting her hair and nails done. Not that I minded she did always look incredibly sexy with her long dark brown hair, perfect eyebrows, high cheekbones, flawless skin and baby blue eyes. I felt lucky to have a woman that gorgeous actually even want to be married to me. She also kept her body in great shape by going to the gym almost every morning. I was lucky but yet I didn't feel that way.I missed the way Jennifer. I loved the feeling that I was hurting him at that moment. But my dance partner sensed that things weren’t going too good, so he leaned over and asked what was wrong. I told him that my ex was there at the bar watching us dance. He asked if I wanted to go to him, and I said, “to that cheating bastard?! No, I don’t think so!” At that time he winked at me and said “well, we should put on a show that he’ll never forget then.” And that’s when he moved his hands from my waist down to my ass. He. So it is difficult for me to say that the next series of events were real or imagined except to recount them as I remember. First I heard something in my room, my instinct was to remove my mask and call out but I resisted. I was both excited and terrified because it could have been my son or it could have been some fiend, come to murder me for all I knew. I listened and heard the unmistakable sound of breathing beside my bed! My heart pounded in my chest yet I forced myself to remain still and.