When I'd let him when we were first married, I was just not responsive. Martin and Darrel had unleashed my libido and now I was in heaven as my loving...husband was doing what loving husbands do best: loving their wives.We did sleep in each others arms like happy little snakes and, although Sydney did not fuck me three or four more times that night as Darrell or Martin would have, he did wake me up with a mind blowing pussy licking and when he told me (not asked!) to turn over, he was going to. 'Suck it hard!' he yelled again moving his hips with her wonderful mouth. 'Oh baby!' he moaned and fell back on the bed, panting for air.She moved over him making sure her wet pussy rested on his cock. 'Just think, you get to be inside me too, ' she smiled, giving him a tender kiss before she climbed from their bed. 'I'm going to clean up. You rest and be ready when I'm finished, ' she smiled jumping from the bed.He watched her go into the bathroom, his eyes were glued to the ass he was about. She cut my expensive sweater, pants and underwear and removed them all. She then stuck a dirty stocking in my mouth and used another to tie it in there. She did this all quietly as I pleaded with her to forgive me. Then she left for a long time-maybe 2, 3, 4 hours or so-- I had no way of telling since there was silence for the longest time. Then, I heard the garage door open and Barbara's car drive in. 3 minutes later I heard her walk in with some paper and plastic bags. I heard a lot of. I should have told her of my ‘nature’ and let her decide if she could be with a monster such as I. I feared her rejection too much, so I postponed and procrastinated, and she discovered my secret accidentally. So I have lost her anyway. I cannot find her to explain or to beg her forgiveness. And I am lost — je suis perdu! I have even thought of ending it all by my own hand.”“Love, do not despair,” she told me, “I cannot let you descend into such a low state of mind.” She smiled again and bent.