"Please sit down," I said. He was stunned at this violation of protocol,so I laughed and said, "All right, I'll stand up."I want to apologize, Cavendi...h. You have served our family, andparticularly, my husband, loyally and well. I have been very unfair toyou and to the staff for reasons that I can't go into, but which I hopeyou will be able to forgive."I have made my apologies to the master and now I wish to make them toyou, and I would appreciate it if you would relay them to the staff. Youare. As our communication evolved he was no longer a stranger but someone I earnestly wanted to invite into my life and if any man was to spank me I wanted him to be the one. Then one day I decided I could wait no longer – it was now or never – and so here I sit, stomach churning, batting out short texts tracking him down the motorway. Oh my God, I’d done it, I’d invited him to my home. What was I thinking! What do I wear? What do I say? Will he like me? Will I like him? No going back! Then I hear. I think I love him," said Mary as she felt her loins catch fire and she started to tear."Oh for God's sake ... I though you were going to tell me you were going to ... wait a minute ... what about Hunter?" asked Mica with a concerned voice.Mary sat erect and pressed her back against the headboard then she said as she scanned all the dolls on her doll castle and wiped the tears from her cheeks with her finger, "I have to find out something."There was a long silence and the two girls knew. I was furious. That is when I decided to drop Dottie like the slut she must be. She could fuck all those other guys and never me. And yet she could tell me how good a lay those other guys were.FAST FORWARD ABOUT A YEAR:I received a call from Dottie almost a year after we broke up AGAIN. We chatted about things and she gave me the phone number to her dorm at collage and told me to come by and visit any time. That call was a long-distance call. It was very expensive to call 30 miles away in.