Why we intentionally want AIDS or HIV. Most hardcore barebackers will tell you it’s worth the risk. And the risk is also part of the turn on. Ano...her part is the inevitability of contracting it thru unprotected sex, and the desire not to have protected sex.Like for me – I just love anonymous sex with other men! Oh, but it has to, has to, HAS TO be bareback sex and they have to dump at least one load deep in my asshole. I love not knowing anything, not even a first name, about my lovers. I. He had his own plan to make it a kinky night."Nice to meet you," Darren said extending his hand. He held onto Felix's hand a little too long it seemed because he suddenly heard Marc clear his throat."So uh ... Felix what's up?" Marc asked. He wasn't sure if Darren had ever had a chance to interact with Ariana's little brother."Not much," Felix answered quietly. He looked like a very shy kid."I only brought him because you told me to," Ariana said sounding frustrated.Marc looked at Darren for an. .I dropped the blackgown over my head. I looked in the mirror and commented to myself, "For aquickie make-over, I don't look half bad."Going back to my bedroom, I crawled into my queen size bed and reflectedon last evening's events. As I thought about the time at the club andexperiences with Susan, I started rubbing my clit (It becomes a clit whenI am en femme) through my panties. Taking it in my hand, I thought aboutSusan sucking me and I began to stroke it faster. As I reminisced aboutmy. It was the place where a colossal argument took place, which eventually ended in my father leaving home. The room seemed poisonous unless Sally's cheerleader friends were in there.Sally's single bed was pushed up to one wall giving an unnatural floor space what I assumed was for mini practises with her cheerleader friends. There were some posters on the wall of American Cheerleading teams who were considerately classier and obviously more professional in their art. I tiptoed to the drawers and.