“I want you to remove your knickers and give them to me,” he said. I started to get off the chair but immediately Richard leant forward to stop me... “I need to go to the ladies to remove them?” I questioned. “No you don’t,” he replied, “do it here, right now, on that chair.” His voice sounded masterful, every word deliberate, he spelt it out for me in no uncertain terms. I pursed my lips, a sign that I was not happy with the request, but inside my heart was pounding. I looked around the room in. How long the urge would last.Keeping it as a long held private secret. Mine only. To know and fear, andyet, embrace. All of these things, and more, it has been for the better part of forty-fiveof my fifty-two years. But now, it is complicated. Not it isn't so much about my control, or evenit's control. Now it is, quite in fact, completely out of my hands. It started innocently enough, I'm sure. Subtle little urges that all littleboys have growing up. I used to scurry down the stairs to the. When I reached his house I could hear some noise in his backyard but I did not ask him.He then gave me a tea and told me to that we are going out. He took me to a shopping mall and bought me a nice waist piercing and told me to wear it. I went to the changing room and put the chain he bought me. It was not visible as I was in my t-shirt. Then we went to a restaurant and had our dinner. By the time we came home it was around 10 in the night. We had a drink after came home we drank very slow and. "Came to have lunch with the two sexiest girls in the county," I said, still rubbing my sternum. "I snuck in."Robbie laughed. "You're so full of it. Reed let you come back?" School board actually," I admitted."Does Parker know?" He saw me, but didn't say anything."Tami noticed the lunch line had stopped behind us. "Come on, let's get out of the way."We settled at a table, and a few minutes later Darlene, Allie, and Mikee joined us. I glanced around the room. "Your brother is cute when he's.