She seemed very ill at ease with hybrids. Not having grown up around them probably played a big part in that. She was also uncomfortable in her own sk...n, her movements clumsy, due to her change. Still, even given the fundamentalist brainwashing she had grown up with, she seemed a nice kind individual. If she could break that programming and become more comfortable with herself and others like her, she might well be happy.I wandered along to Sarah's office, and as I was getting near, I felt a. .Oh my goodness ... The feedback was incredible! Talk about ego stroking! I haven't been happier in years. To Hell with anti-depressants. I just need to write and hear from fans. Now that's happiness!Story EvolutionWhen I started this, I had one goal in mind. "Write the story that I want to read." And the first thing I did was put in all the sex acts that turned me on the most.But during a break in the action in Chapter One I needed to fill some time, so I had Eddie ask the first questions that. .." I know," I said. "You've turned my sexuality on, cutie. Before you, I could've been almost asexual." I know," she said. "I never even got a twinge until you and I kissed the first time. Now..." Made for each other," I said.Smiling. "Feels exactly like that."Stopped at a traffic light, I turned to look at her. She was in her delightful 'knocking about' mode, jeans and sweatshirt against the cool fall air, her hair done up in a whimsical pony tail that she'd fished out the back of a baseball. Times were rough when we had Hawaiian Kona. Kona meant Myndee was sick and I didn’t follow instructions ... or failed to remember the list. The Kona came from the freezer ... something I had bought a bunch of because I liked the smell. Smell and taste are not necessarily inclusive.When I dabbled with tobacco ... I took up the pipe. I took up the pipe because she said I should; a pipe was dignified. She? Damned if I remember.If the tobacco smelled awful ... it tasted pretty good. If the smell.