It’s something I usually tease him about since he works on trucks all day in farm and ranch country. It always gets a shrug and a chuckle out of him...After locking up the house we head out to a local bar and grill. Nothin fancy but they have awesome food and sell mostly micro brews. I am not a big drinker, but the foods good and the staff are nice which in my book goes a long way. Actually we come here enough they know our names and we don’t have to look at the menu. Drinks and wings are. So my mum and aunt Betty had to decide to move and to come toterms that I would have to become the "boy" that I was born, as all mypapers had shown me as "born Male," and that it was time for me to liveas that boy. I not only had to now dress in boys clothes but also have tohave my hair cut, which for me was like being punished for something Ihad never done, and it took several months apparently for me to calm downand to be able to fit in with my new surroundings at school and at. There were several strains on our marriage, and it all come to an end for me when my wife had done what she always did, spend money when we were not financially in a position to. The main thing was she wouldn’t talk to me about it, and I would accidentally find out about it later. How many times can you forgive someone for breaking the trust you have for them? What I did next was maybe not quite the right thing to do. I started to search the internet for a married woman, or a woman in a. You wake up and see that ambient light as before. Slowly your vision became clearer and you see the ceiling, walls, the whole room.You are lying in a bright room. Jessica is sitting on a chair next to you and holding your hand.Before you can do something, the door is open and you parents come in."How is he?" - asks your mother."I'm better now." you try to speak but nobody hears you."We should wait. Doctor said everything is fine... except..." - answers Jessica."Hey! I'm OK! I can see you, I can.