I don't wanna see that. Maybe if you weren't my brother you now then, maybe,” I replied nervously.“OK sis, I've been your brother for 18 years now... I know your a little but on edge, what's wrong. A boyfriend be a total asshole and try to get to you give him your virginity?” Jim asked. Damn! Why is he so dang good to me? Generally taking a real interest in me and wanting to know about my problems. Then I knew I really loved him. He was so nice and kind to me, when he really didn't have to. I was. He also doesn't tell me to call him something other than 'Sir'. Every other husband that I had been gifted to, had preferred to be called by their first name. He's content to hear me being deferential. He sits in the other chair and says, "Please, expose yourself." "Yes, Sir." I feel a rush of excitement, anticipating what he might request. He has retaken some control of the game. I pull up the hem of my dress as he unzips his trousers and pulls them and his boxers down. "I want to watch you. That's nothing to be ashamed of. You're a cute boy. When the time is right, it'll happen soon enough." It could NEVER happen soon enough," I said, joking. But my smile came off a bit sad."No, at your age, I bet it couldn't," she replied, giggling. "But is it really that important?" I don't know. It feels like it is. I mean, I know I can always just ... you know ... do it myself. But sometimes it seems like that's all I'll ever end up doing my entire life." Oh, I'm sure that won't be the case,". She’s in the DA’s office at the Hall of Justice doing investigative work. I love it when she “investigates” my damn ass, but that’s another story. Just to fill in… Alicia is fresh out of a long-term relationship with another woman, and divorced from a man she married in college. She has two golden k**s- a daughter aged 21 ready to graduate at Berkeley this Spring and a son- 19- who lives with his Dad and works in his roofing business. And yeah, I’ve met both.So fuck, I ended up walking up.