I can't see it here, but I'm also short, weak and need to lose weight. My mind careens from my physical to my emotional faults as I wonder: why can't ... shake off this crush, this love that I know is hopeless and a phantasm? Why does it seem so real as to be the only thing in the world?Harsh light from above. The crush of the anonymous crowds of a megalopolis high school, ninety percent of the faces unknown, ninety-nine percent unacknowledging. Walking fast, a bit uncoordinated and narrowly. 'ohhh myyy' I gasped as she threw the blouse to the ground. "They are spectacular' I moaned as I stared alternately at her cleavage and her eyes and then to her now hard nipples protruding through the thin material. I was getting so hard now, as this real life beauty was standing before me in just her bra and pants with the sounds of moaning in the background. 'Do you like watching adult movies' I asked Sarah. Sarah nodded her head 'ummm yeah I do, a good porno really makes me hot, I've seen. You said, ‘Please don’t stop on my account Dear. I love watching you please yourself.’ I smiled back wickedly, and started my ride again, with you there watching me. The passion was overwhelming, knowing you were pleased, and content to watch me. As I brought complete bliss to myself, I noticed you were now naked, and stroking yourself as you watched me. Seeing this, I was turned on even more. I asked you to come to the edge of the bed. As I continued to please myself, I replaced your hand. I headed home.There was a notice to report. So ... I did. I had to appear at my local doctor for a complete physical and passed ... mostly. I was still listed as emotionally deficient. Then I had to appear at my local board.There were two military officers and a civilian on the local board. The subject of 'transferee' came up."How old are you?" asked the civilian."Which body?" Oh ... I like this one," said the Army Captain."I'm a transfer," I said. "This body just turned 18. My other body was.