"I guess so, Mom," I answered. My mind went so many places that I felt like it took forever to answer when it was only a second."I'm glad you two beca...e friends"A friend? Was she my friend? I guess so."Thanks," I said, "It's fun to be with her."I was careful not to say "in her"."Now don't get too close too soon," she said maternally."We're not doing anything weird," I assured her. What was weird about sex? Everybody did it.In my bedroom, I picked up from the top of my dresser the most important. " But the location..." Rosa found herself thinking about Kathy and how close she was to wanting to do something similar and made a mental note to talk to her about it."You just turn it once a day," Cynthia prattled on, "same as with an earring and, you know, put alcohol on it. It's easier than the earrings 'cause you can see what you're doing."She let it go at that, but later, just before closing, she told Cynthia she still couldn't understand why she had this urge to get her nipple pierced in. Her husband seems to project into super 8 Swedish porn movies, but she was not taken at the time like today with me. He began to peek at the porn files that broadcast late in the evening on some local network; now it is run-in and feels like a woman, but eager to transgress and live the life that has never lived before. A song of the 60s quoted "yes, yes I know that you like it too, but the beauty is that he loves me" and it's true. I was excited to make believe that it was my i****tuous. Aber das geht nicht immer, weil sie ja etwas weiter weg wohnt.Th: Dazu möchte ich gleich noch ausführlicher kommen. Wie oft masturbieren Sie, schätzungsweise?P: Ich würde sagen so vier bis sechs Mal am Tag.Th: Wie lange geht das schon so?P: Seit etwa einem Jahr.Th: Haben Sie feste Masturbationsphantasien?P: Ja, meistens denke ich an Melanie oder eine frühere Exfreundin, die auch eine korpulente Figur hatte.Th: Korpulente Frauen erregen Sie?P: Ja, eigentlich nur korpulente – jetzt nicht direkt.