My ego is tied up in my cock. I feel like less of a man when I'm not having sex. Maybe that's just me. Am I a selfish asshole for getting upset becaus... my wife won't have sex with me? Maybe I am. All I know for sure is I'm lonely in my marriage ... incredibly lonely.I am pretty desperate at this point - needing some kind of sexual release. I don't think I could ever cheat on my wife. Having never cheated or been cheated on, it just doesn't feel like an option. Looking for some way to feel. He gave me a towel and told me he will take clothes out for me while I shower. He told me he had taken clothes out for on the bed. I came out of shower with just towel around my waist, thinking he is not in the room. I locked the door behind me, I couldn’t see him as he was inside the closet looking for a shirt that would fit me. I took my towel off to dry myself he came from behind and started drying me. I got really shocked; he said let me help you dry. I said I could manage. He said I. One day she came in my house and nobody was there in my house that time. She straightly came to my room without any noise. At that time I was watching an xxx movie in which 2 babes were fucked by a group of boys. I even not came to know that Bhabhi was standing behind me. She watched whole the film (I came to know later from her) and I also masturbated for 2 times. Then she left without any noise and I was unaware after that incident I seen a different type of indications in her eyes with I. What can I do to make you feel happy now?Rita: haha will you do whatever I ask?Me: anything for you :pRita: let my mom and dad goes to deep sleep I will ask you:pMe: why you want them to sleep?Rita: simply, as if you don’t know. I saw you starring at me from the time I boarded, I even saw where all your eyes went when I was sleeping :pMe: nothing like that okay! It was by mistake.Rita: don’t worry baba. I wanted you to see that’s why I slept like that :p let me check if they are sleeping now.