" Okay… what do I have to do this time?" Give me about ten minutes to get it all set up, then come upstairs. Strip down to your boxers before you co...e in." Yes dear."This was pretty much the response she had been getting from him lately like he just wanted to get it over with and get back to whatever he was watching on TV. But Kris might also be right and tonight might give her some insight if what she thought was true. She went up and got out a few toys and covered them with a towel, laid out. Too busy. Most of the time I don't, cause I 'do,' I 'think,' I 'plan.' The thing is it's not sex I want. It never was. I just, so crave, love. But what? What is that? To be needed. To be needed. And it IS physical too. With lovers, with a wife, a girlfriend you can say 'I love you' and it is the love you want. But the physical love, the feelings and contact, the need for the the bodies to come together, IN love, its that too. Not bad or dirty. It can't be separated, it can't, physical love and. She said, ?please, even though I prance around on stage, I’m still a virgin?. I told her, ?not for long, baby?. I told Dave to have fun with her mouth while I went and got something I had been saving for her. It was a rack. I uncuffed her hands and put her in it. I put a spreader bar on her ankles. I told Dave to finish with her mouth while I pulled down her shorts and panties to her ankles, and pulled her blouse and bra up to her neck. I then started pushing into her pussy from behind. . If Mrs Hotter hadn’t held the door open for me and said, “Come in!” I would have turned tail and run.But with the invitation there, politeness dictated that I accept. I entered, letting Mrs Hotter show me into the lounge. “Would you like a drink?” she said. “After all, you are of an age now, aren’t you?”Was it just my imagination, or was there something in her tone? I was still far too inexperienced to tell. “Thank you,” I said. “That would be lovely.”I sounded like a prat. Who was I,.