I pushed again and Keilana growing impatient with my teasing pushed back against me. My cock slipped half way into Keilana. I paused and so did Keilan.... We were both surprised as well as pleased. Keilana wiggled her tushy. I put both arms around my darling and held her close to me. I slid all the way into my sweetie as I pulled her back against me. I paused again to let Keilana adjust to my girth. I then started to slowly stroke in and out of Keilana’s love tunnel. Keliana matched my thrusts as. I found apair of skinny jeans that would not fully hug the shape of my legs, so Itook a few pair into the men's dressing room and tried them on with thepanties. A perfect fit. My butt looked great in them! I was on aroll! I made my purchases, took them to the restroom and put on my newbra and panties under my man clothes. Ah, what a great feeling!Driving back, I passed by a drug store and felt my luck was unbeatable,so I stopped in. I selected a nice very pale pink fingernail polish. But I tried to treat the situation as totally temporary, the height of denial. I was going to have to leave behind my girls, my loves, do it with my virginity intact.Linda was distraught about the idea of me going to war. Siza was very unhappy but in her own way she knew how to do denial just as well as I. She refused to let herself accept my leaving as anything but ordinary. It was like I was just going to be gone for a month or so.My grief was just piling up. There would no more fun, or. He had taken the 'kids' on in order to retire. His gray haired head reflected the age that he was. At sixty he was really too old to protect others much less himself. He walked with a limp from an arthritic hip. Yet he still had a very good reputation and he had some money stashed away. He had a slim mustache and was in good shape otherwise for his age. He had a sparring partner at the gym that kept him alert. His retirement would also include a very pretty younger widow who had been chasing.