Rapulu had trained me in all things sexual, and I had learned to give blow jobs well and often, thinking it was routine. Eventually, even while we wer... still married, I found out that many women do not give blow jobs at all, and others only rarely do. But by then I had learned to enjoy doing it. I really liked the feeling of that hard bone in my hand and mouth, the soft skin covering it, the power it held and the power I had over it. Of course I knew about circumcised penises, but as Rapulu had. Gina admitted that as they bathed their somewhat beaten bodies in the river that night. "You are a better fuck, babe. Goddamn tigers are wham, bam, thank you maam." Both had some bites, and Gina had been clawed on the arm, though it wasn't deep. They were worn out from the long hike, though Tawny was out in the jungle. Nothing seemed to tire her.They had decided to head back the next day. Tawny had found out the mother, as she called her, had left the pride, and was probably dead. She had been. That insidious voice whispering in her ear didn’t help. ‘Is your soul pure?’ It asked again, thankfully not touching her this time although its breath on her neck was still enough to make her skin crawl. ‘Do you want to give up?’ It questioned. ‘All you have to do is let go of the rope and this will be over.’ The idea was tempting. To step away from the fantasy, tug off her hood and see this terrifying creature for what it really must be. Just another actor playing a part. But Neil would. ..of the changes? After I wore thecage? After I started the hormones? I hate to admit it, but at themoment, all I wanted was to lash back at her.Then Jason delivered the kill shot. Rashad and Christine had beenstealing from me. My savings were gone. My retirement account had beencashed in. I was broke. And broken,"Are you okay, Penny?" Jason said. "What can I do?"I looked at Jason. He looked warm. He looked comforting. He looked like,well, what the hell? I should have stopped, but I didn't."You.