She soon found herself sending love letter's only to get rejection notices back. Each one saying, "We are happy that you enjoy the show, but please re...ember that Kenny is only a actor. At the moment he is not looking for a girlfriend."This was common type of thing for fans to receive from an actor. They were high above them and on different levels than their fans. They didn't want anything to do with them. It was the last rejection that set her off. Towards the bottom she read,"P'S. Instead of. In moments he and I were standing naked under the mid-day sun and oddly, I wasn't mortified, being nude next to him felt almost right. Granny smiled approvingly, “Now go enjoy a good swim” she told us.My brother turned and dashed into the water then dove under the waves. He popped up a few yards out and yelled back at me, “Eeeyoww! Come in, this is fun.”I waded into the water until my stomach was wet then dived under a small wave and swam to Russ. It quickly became irrelevant that we were. "Nick's family three brothers, Jan's three brothers, one sister." During my 18 years with Nick he lost a brother killed in an accident and both his parents to old age. One brother lives in California the other in the same state as us. Plus we had another tragic lost, which I will tell you about later in my story.I am going to give you little more information in regards to what Nick's family was like and what type of people they were, and then I will get on with the story.I woke up the next. He kept hinting that he had needs. "NO." I said staring into the webcam. I was shaking. I wanted to keep him, but to do that would mean to give him some kind of free freak show that I didn't want to do. We argued on skype and it was over. I went outside turned the A.C. on in my car and I was shaking. I was very upset. I had lost someone I loved months ago. My marriage was comfortable, but my husband just didn't treat me the way I wanted or needed. Could I get naked on the webcam again? Could I.