I’d been fantasizing about Liv all day and now, finally, here she was in my arms. But even as my desire mounted, doubt crept into my mind. Had I ima...ined the connection between us? I worried she was acting out of some sense of obligation. Did she want me, or was she just helping a friend with a problem?“Wait,” I gasped, pulling myself from her lips with some difficulty. “Liv, stop for a second.” She looked concerned when I abruptly stepped back, breaking contact. I nervously tugged down the hem. I told Beth to let me handle her parents, that way if it bombed and became an issue, she would not have to take as much of the heat. I could be the bad guy. I waited for about four weeks, then decided even though she had only been divorced for a few months, it was as good a time as any. It was just too difficult, sneaking around, afraid of the possibility of running into someone we knew. I decided to tell them at Sunday dinner and hope for the best. I asked Beth to come up with an excuse that. .. some core of grace and pride that remained untouched, whatever humiliations she was subjected to. Jessica didn’t know whether to be inspired or aggravated. What would it take to break her?Just then they slowed down for a series of speed bumps, and out the corner of her eye Jessica spotted a homeless encampment that had sprung up in a corner of the park. A flickering orange streetlight cast dim light on a rotting wooden picnic table, next to which the last embers of a dying fire sputtered in. Main samajh gaya ki yeh bacchi nahi sab samjati.us raat mujhr bilkul neend nahi aa rahi thi.us din wo alag charpa par thi isliye nighty pahan kar soye hu thi.maine pahle chupk se uske choocho par hathh rakha ,mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise main swarag main aa gaya.thodi halka halka dabane ke baad main uski charpai par chala gaya or dheere dheere uski nighty par ki taraf se uski gaand tak la di or dheere dheere uske ghootno se uski gaand tak haath peherta raha.ab to mujhse ruka na gaya or main.