.." I believe," whispered Mikey/Michelle, a resolute prayer ofaffirmation."But it's not going to happen quick, and you have to hang on, throughall the...awful stuff. Okay? No matter how bad it gets, which is nothingyou deserve, and I'm sorry that it hurts so bad; but you will start toheal from it; with God and love and some wonderful people in your life.So there's hope. There really is, and..."It took him a while to realize it was over, that this wasn't justanother gap while his angel gathered. And I'd get to rummage through Gillespie's stuff. I'd been wondering what he was really like; this would get me the inside information."Where should we start?" I asked Billings."The house. If there's time we can go on to his office. But I'd like to start at his house. I was there Monday afternoon, but nothing struck me. There might be something that strikes you, though." He smiled. I'm sure he knew that there was something to interest or startle me ... that was his surprise.The house was on. I can get contact with wife."James wasn't lying when he told the news reporter that he was skepticalif any of these people could help. He also wasn't lying when he saidthat the act of reaching out gave him solace. It was better than sittingat home living in the past."How can you help me?" The process is simple. Come to my shop and bring many items of wife.Pictures, clothing, purses, makeup, rings. Anything that she had touchedand loved. These help contact spirits."James agreed to meet her. .. a fucking boy!" I'm so sorry."Rodney had suspected it but the shocking news still bothered him. Suddenly he was crazy and had to know more. "Was it ... the sex any good?"She stared at her husband intending on telling a lie for once in her life. "No ... No, no," she whispered. Then she looked away feeling too guilty to look at her husband. "Oh gawd ... I couldn't help it ... he was a man. He knew what to do." Holy shit! Did you orgasm? Did you have an orgasm with him?"There were more tears of.