She came and stood in front of me and said “you know, its nothing to be ashamed of”.I was aghast and looked up at her with confusion. Alisha sat n...xt to me, kept her hand on my thighs and whispered “don’t feel bad. I know the pain you go through when your wife is not with you for several days. I go through the same when Javed has to go like that!”I couldn’t believe my ears. blood was rushing all over inside me and it looked like all the blood was going to my penis. She removed the cushion from. ’ I groaned again and wanted to die. Why wouldn’t the pain go away? ‘Drink this,’ she said as I felt a cool metal cup at my lips. I opened my mouth and sipped lightly. It was foul. I gagged and almost threw up on Maggie. ‘Have no stomach for it, eh, lassie? Well, that just be to bad. Drink,’ this time, my lips were forced open and drink was forced down my throat. I gagged and choked, but I must have gotten enough down to satisfy her, because she stopped forcing me and cleaned my face up with. .." John's hand slid up my side to my elbow and out to my wrist, there he felt my hand on Tony's side and John slid his hand back to my elbow and to my side. John said "...I get the picture now Tony, he's trembling something awful. You might need me to help you hold him still..." my hear was pounding so hard I could actually hear it as I tried to speak "...I...I...I..." Tony said ".. he'll be OK. I know what he needs..." It was than that John's hand slid down to my hip and across my buttocks, I. Mike had picked me up. “oh good” I thought “he is gonna take me back up stairs, oh thank god I think it’s over”. I was wrong as he spun around and placed me into the stirruped chair. My legs were spread and my feet fit into the guided leg clamps. He moved some nobs and a few levers and I was tiled back and my legs spread open more. He lifted my skirt up laid it on my belly, pulling out a knife and cutting a slit in my panties, from the bottom of my sack down past the pucker of my quivering.