My night time dreams started as the same scenario each time I follow Geoff into the back rooms and I strip naked and he parades me around if anyone sh...ws any interest he gives me to them to use as they so wish, but the dream Thursday i was now fantasising about groups of men looking at me and I was walking around on my own bending over myself freely to anyone that wanted me, Geoff no longer came into it. When I woke up I was covered in sweat from the night and Geoff asked if I was ok and I just. “I am so happy”, Kathy cried out and we stayed in a tight embrace until the coffeemaker made gurgling noises. “Breakfast is ready!” Kathy announced and took a chair opposing me. The baby was put in a swinging chair on the table. Oh what a joy to enjoy breakfast after a night of love! We giggled, Kathy dripped some milk out of her breast in my coffee, while I put some jam on the other nipple. “Lick off that mess”, Kathy ordered, what I enthusiastically did, and so intensely that minutes later. That damn vampire love story had one thing right - it is possibly to have your own 'personal brand of heroin.' It seems like no risk is great enough, no destroyed future worthy of not sacrificing. I have tried before to rehab myself, but I seem to relapse every time. Tonight has to be different. The diamond on my left ring finger weighs heavy on my conscious. He has no idea what kind of whore he wants to marry.My brakes squeal in front of your building as I come to a quick stop. I tried to. He enjoyed every moment of these games. To see how far they could push before desire left her shaking and weak and pleading. As he simply enjoyed the sight of her tied and writhing upon the bed for a few minutes she was left in utter silence and stillness. The combination adding a thrill of fear threw her. Where was he? What would happen next? Had he left her alone like this? Her fears where dissolved in the taking of a deep breath as he finally touched her after what seemed like an eternity..