I was fucking dumb struck at that moment and kept quite for a minute or so and I started sweating too then she asked again to tell me frankly without ...orry and she told me to treat her as her friend…I too got some courage and told her that I see her panty and bra she acted as if she is angry on me and shouted on me and told that she ll tell my mom abt it so I requested her not to do so and started pleading her for the same…She was again n again acting like she is pissed and started walking. He said simply "Lisa had desired to test the limits of her tether and then broke free."Later I heard through others that Brian had married her and they had settled in the familiar embrace of his extensively prominent family in Boston.The years passed. I did not see Lisa again until my twenty-five year class reunion.My eyes seemed drawn to her across the crowded banquet room and I was stunned with her timeless beauty. She stood out from the other women clustered about her. Sensing my attention,. She’d always been well-aware how the woman paid the rent. All through her youth there had been these shady men visiting, giving her coins to stay away and have an ice cream. She remembered the many sleepovers with her aunt or friends, the quarrels at night when she was supposed to sleep.It should have made her a very cynical girl. And of course, she was. It helped her step out of herself when she sucked dirty cocks in cheap motels to pay her rent and add to her meager allowance.It also prepared. He was tall and broad and sooohandsome; or at least I thought so. With those powder blue eyes andnearly jet black hair...oh my God...how could I not crush him?Now there are bad boys and there are bad boys. Some smoked in the boy'sroom at school. Others were always picking fights at school or on thestreets. And others still were extorting lunch money from the weak suchas me. At least this insured I could possibly cross their block to gethome; such as it was. But my crush was not like that..