As I was making the moves, and taking my clothes off, I imagined someone watching me, maybe a man watching me, and suddenly huddled in a corner crying... It took two shocks before I gave in and went back to the dancing.Day 117I was doing a strip routine and realised I wasn't just making the moves, it felt good to rub myself. I stumbled and earned some punishment. Why does my body betray me this way, feel pleasure from doing something I mentally found so awful?Day 122She's been setting me some. ”“Bite me,” Randi said with a laugh. “Sorry if I offended you. I sometimes forget that everyone doesn’t live in my world. From what Courtney told me, you’re pretty high up in that company back east.”“I’m not offended,” Hailey replied. “In a way, I’m sort of like you. This summer, I’ve felt like an actress playing the part of junior executive. I’m going into my junior year of college. I live with my boyfriend and three other friends. Well, I guess four other friends now. Bob pretty much lives. We laughed.I said, "That sure changed things!" You do like understatements, darling." Amy, I think that solves our issues with the school. Let's go over the handout."We read it quickly. It said what Principal Norris had said. The important point to me was no more Naked in School. That meant to no more "reasonable requests." Whether or not we went to school naked or not was our decision. From looking at the people in the gym, it looked like most would be naked tomorrow.I pointed out the salient. I’d had to talk him into allowing me the ‘honor’ of doing something nice for him. Admittedly my first thought was to give him a blowjob but I’d kept that to myself. I had to remind myself I’m not gay anymore.While I was getting lunch ready, I saw a salad in the fridge and I baulked. Mary had taken a shit in an old store-made salad that was, before I’d ever seen it, past its used by date – all brown and sticky by itself before she did that. She’d had me eat the whole thing, feces and all. That.