The pastor stopped in mid-sentence at Missy's approach and was most gracious about being interrupted when she said that they really ought be going; th...t they had some chores that needed attention back at the farm. He took her hand and longingly held it as he said his goodbyes to them but as she felt his warm grasp she couldn't help but wonder, "Is this black man really looking down the front of my dress?"He eventually released his grasp and said, "I must pay y'all a visit sometime. I hear that. * I pick her leather jeans up from the bed. *Can I try these on Niece?* Jan nods/ puts the bottle to her lips and knocks back her head. Straight Bacardi. She splutters/ wipes her mouth and offers me the bottle. *Nah.* I shake my head and zip up the trousers. *Youre a fuckin girls blouse Rach. Jen up* she snears in mock disgust. *I feel sick.* Jan shrugs and gulps back the remains of the alcohol. *You ARE sick girlie.* *Whats this like?* Ive pulled on a huge baggy black woollen jumper that. Karen was happy to hear how supportive the people I told were, then shemade sure I had that contact information for support groups of friendsand family of transgender people. This is not only a big change for me,but also for them. I cannot make this all about meI know how important having the people I hold dear by my side in thisjourney will be. It will not make it easy; , being a misunderstoodminority which many people do not believe is real is hard no matterwhat. I just have to know that life. It seemed to her that Harold should be playing with Lenore but when it came time to spurt the seeds it should be into her own slit without benefit of either condom or pill.Lenore was willing to play that game with the promise that Belinda would be available for some female to female fun when Harold found it necessary to rest up and get some sleep.The accommodating girl was on her knees "fluffing up" Harold to a state of readiness and the patient Belinda was waiting with her knees wide open.