I told her I would love to rub her feet. Then her boyfriend Ace called and said he was not coming home, Liz looked so disappointed she looked at me a...d said, can I take you up on that foot rub? I said yes! I would love that! I ways wanted to suck Liz feet. Liz and I was talking about sex. I ask Liz, have she ever been fucked in her ass? She said, Ace did it once but it hurt!!! Liz looked at me and said, I know you have been looking at my ass! I said, yes your ass is beautiful Liz! I walked to. “Do you speak English?” Philip asked. “And I speak Spanish too,” she snapped, then with trembling fingers crushed the unfinished cigarette into the full ashtray. “I just thought a drink would do you good.” “What makes you think so?” The girl was smiling condescendingly, a charming dimple twitching on her cheek. Philip felt slightly awkward which wasn’t typical for him. It appeared he had run upon a rock this time. “Well… you look a bit nervous, and your face is sort of… pale…” In this. ’ I said with a devious smile. ‘I just want to feel good with someone to love.’ ‘So you don’t fall for little girls?’ I shrugged. ‘Why not?’ She raised an eyebrow. ‘You’re telling me you’re one of those perverts too?’ ‘I could be, if she’s cute and wants me too.’ ‘Thank goodness I’m not cute then.’ she said looking at nothing on the horizon. I just drank until she looked at me with a frown. ‘Aren’t you supposed to say I AM cute?’ ‘I can. But then you’re halfway my perverted preference and I. It wasn't until I was sitting in the tub, luxuriating in a deliciouslyaromatic lavender bath oil, that the import of that quote hit me. Forthe second time today, I felt like I had just been slapped across theface. *Of course!* I thought, *How could I have been so stupid? When Iplayed racquetball with Phil, he almost always won, sometimes he creamedme. But I never felt embarrassed about it. Why not?* It only took amoment for the answer to become clear. *Because I knew that losingdidn't make.